Little by little...STep by Step...Jairus @ 8 Months

Baby Jairus is now 8 months old..i cant believe time passes so fast..Jairus has grown so strong and so much in the past month.He can now do leopard crawl and simply loves to stand up with support.He is no longer the little baby who simply lies in his rocker all day long.Falls and bruises are going to be his friends for this period.oh right,im guilty of neglience.First incident was when i was changing him on mum's bed.I walked out of the room to get tissue paper and off he roll down the bed...then  just the other day poor Jairus had two bad falls within a day.Well the first fall happen when i placed him on the playmat without placing any cushion behind him.Within spilt seconds the little one lost balance and "TA DE" he hit his head real hard on the ground.Hmmm he was crying for some time but consolable.Thank God there was no bump except some redness of his head.What make it worst was he also fell off my bed on the very same night.everyone knows how high my bed is and all i did was to place him on the bed, surrounded him with pillows and walk out of the room to look for his bolster.To my horror as i was walking into the room ,i actually saw Jairus falling off the bed landing flat on his face.  I ran as fast as i could and all i heard was a loud thump!and follow by loud cries.My heart broke when i saw  that and i started scolding daddy for not monitoring him in the room.Oh well i know was not really daddy fault but i was in a fluster so he kenna from me.poor Jairus was wailing away and i had to hug and console him for quite some time.I prayed very hard that the two falls that day did not hurt his head or brain.I felt so terrible.Im so sorry for being such a careless mummy,i fail to realise my little Jairus who was once so physiacally "helpless and weak" is now a strong and adventurous boy.He doesnt need mummy to be around to perform leaps and stunts.Praise God nothing happen bad to him.

He is very fun to play with these days but t the same time he is getting quite a handful.He now knows how to throw tantrum for instance he HATES to be in the car seat hence putting him in and strapping him is a dreadful chore.He starts complaining and cry whenever he is in the carseat and there were times i gave in by carrying him out, but seems like i gotta stop doing that otherwise he will not be discipline in future and daddy n mummy will have a hard time driving a crying baby around.Jairus could hardly sit still or lie still which makes changing diaper really difficult.It use to take us only two mins to change him but now we take about maybe six to eight mins.Mummy had been looking like a panda lately as recently she had cried way too much and is seriously deprived of SLEEP.Baby Jairus has not been zzz well these days,he used to turn in around 10 plus but these days he will only zzz around 12 plus,and he keeps waking up in the middle of the night crying.SO i will have to carry and pacify him back to zzz again.Though he will usually fall asleep soon (sometimes his eyes are not even open) but it really taking a toil on me as he may wake up 5-6 times in a night so im not well rested and i really wonder am i able to take it when school start next week.I dont need to zzz for many hours but i do need quality rest.Already i dont get enough rest before Jairus was born i cant imagine how can i cope with work and Jairus.Lately I been praying very hard that Jairus will be able to zzz through the night if not pls gve me lotsa  lotsa strength and energy to that i can multi- task and function well at both work n home.

Dearest Jairus mummy is gg back to work in a week time and i promise you i will rush home as soon as possible each day.Mummy has to work so that i can provide more for you in future.Please do not forget about mummy,these 8 mths have been fantastic and memorable.Please remember mummy loves you alot so please be obedient and co-operative .You are daddy and mummy's pride and joy and we are so proud of you,our handsome little boy.