7 months with 2 pearlies

Baby Jairus is now7 months and these days he is so much fun to play with.He can now sit up for long n loves to lunge forward to grab things,at times he even tend to stand on his own.Eveyone comments how active he is just like a worm who wriggles non- stop.N yes he rolled off the bed just the other day when i stepped out of the room for less than 10 seconds, i think he had a bad fright.Mummy was apologising non stop to the crying bub who was wailing away.thank god he fell in between the playyard n the bed and did not hurt his head.he baby talk alot and loves to play peekaboo most.Silly parents,grandparents and aunties are always trying ways n means just to make the little one smile.

His 2 lower pearlies are out and OUch it does hurt when he tend to bite u these days.He drools alot and tend to bite alot too guess his gums are really feeling uncomfortable.The other day i even tried to let him suckle me for awhile gosh i guess that was a mistake and these days he doesnt need mummy anymore.The darn Pacifier has officially replaced mummy.Sigh ,if i could turn back time i would hv insisted on latching him and try ways n means to establish breastfeeding.I do miss those moments.

Anyway my little jairus looks like a one year old toddler and everyone comments how cute and what a doll he is.Most of the time he is very friendly,smiling to everyone who talks to him and even allowing others to carry him.However he seems to be selective too, there are certain ppl whom jairus doesnt like and will cry the moment he sees them.The inqusitive little bub loves playing with tissue paper the most,the other day i caught him sitting quietly at a corner and when i went over he was happily tearing n eating tissue paper away.his guilty look was so cute and i did manage to snap a few shots.haha.Suddenly Jairus seems to be outgrowing all his shoes,but i remember the last time i compared his feet with the shoes they were way too small  and now he cant fit into them anymore.Seems like jairus is growing so fast even i cant keep up with him.What a pity i love those shoes and he only wore them for 1-2 times only.i better start digging out all the clothes which i packed earlier on in case my little boy cant fit into them anymore.

He is sucha darling boy,i wonder what will happen to our relationship when i return bk to work in a few weeks time?i fear that he is no longer close to me,i fear that his grandparents will hv diff parenting methods,i fear that i will miss out many of his milestones such as crawling or walking,i fear that i cant manage my time well, i fear that i will regret gg bk to work...all these uncertainity is definitely stressing me out.I can only place my fears unto God and commit myself to him.

These 7 mths have definitely been the happiest days of my life.I will always remember these days.